I could not get sleep last night which explains the previous post and post that I continued surfing a long while. I have been interested in finding out about fashion marketing courses and I finally took the time to study the website of the Parson's school of design and they have this fantastic course called the AAS in Fashion marketing which is an accelerated course for people who have been to college etc [which would be me considering I come armed with an MBA] but get this! the course costs $50,000!! Now I'm reasonably sure I like fashion and I would like to work in it, but a 20 lac loan sure?? I'm not so sure!
Which again brings me back to my constant dilemma - I don't hate what I do but I certainly don't love it but I don't know what I would love to do - I don't have a vocation - calling nothing -I like clothes - check - I like movies - check - I like writing - check - I like life - check - I like TV - check but there is no underlying force which says to me 'Get off your lazy ass and do this! NOW'.
My issue currently is I'm going to be 27 this year, this is the last year possibly in which I can say , I chuck it - I'm going to give something a shot never mind the money never mind the life etc etc. Post this, I hope I will be planning a life with someone in addition to what msn entertainment insists on calling them 'ankle biters'!! So I don't think I will have the inclination to chuck it all up and do soemthing completely different. This is it, people, My make or break year - I just pray I have the guts to follow through. I have finished my 3 years of working post the MBA which is the goal I had set for myself and now the world is my oyster. It helps that I was not adequately commended at work making it that much easier to distance myself and look at other options.
If anyone has any thought on what I should do, please let me know. The things I am interested in are reading, travel, fashion, movies, television so if you know of anything I should move into please share it with me - money is a slight issue but not enough to stop me - no matter how much I make, I seem to be broke in any case so let the money flow out!
Which again brings me back to my constant dilemma - I don't hate what I do but I certainly don't love it but I don't know what I would love to do - I don't have a vocation - calling nothing -I like clothes - check - I like movies - check - I like writing - check - I like life - check - I like TV - check but there is no underlying force which says to me 'Get off your lazy ass and do this! NOW'.
My issue currently is I'm going to be 27 this year, this is the last year possibly in which I can say , I chuck it - I'm going to give something a shot never mind the money never mind the life etc etc. Post this, I hope I will be planning a life with someone in addition to what msn entertainment insists on calling them 'ankle biters'!! So I don't think I will have the inclination to chuck it all up and do soemthing completely different. This is it, people, My make or break year - I just pray I have the guts to follow through. I have finished my 3 years of working post the MBA which is the goal I had set for myself and now the world is my oyster. It helps that I was not adequately commended at work making it that much easier to distance myself and look at other options.
If anyone has any thought on what I should do, please let me know. The things I am interested in are reading, travel, fashion, movies, television so if you know of anything I should move into please share it with me - money is a slight issue but not enough to stop me - no matter how much I make, I seem to be broke in any case so let the money flow out!
4 comments:
Look for a job that lets you write about one/all of the above mentioned.
May perhaps even involve the travel aspect?
and prey tell.... why is 27 the end of the line????
@ pixy: It's not per say but seeing how I would like my life to be post 29 for sure - this seems to be the last year to do something like chuck it up and do something crazy! do u get what I mean? as I said, I hope to be busy post 29 with domestic issues not professional ones - that needs to be sorted before.
How about finding yourself a job in a Travel Magazine!! That's something i've always wanted to do! :)
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