My life last year at this time is like from a different decade - the place I worked, the people I hung out with, my weekly routine - everything has changed!! Luckily my parents and house are still the same - thank God!! Last year, I worked in an office which was minimum 45 minutes away from home, where I sat everyday till 8, post which I went drinking - to Harmony (90%), Sports Bar (5%) and Ambience (5%) with loads of different people but 2 constants [A + K] like the 3 musketeers [as u can see from this picture - sometimes very happy musketeers....this is from the fateful day when 4 people demolished 7 pitchers in 3 hrs!!]Now, I work 15 minutes away from home, go out drinking to Soul Fry (only) and that too only once a week. But life does not change that much.....I still hang out with only single people, I still stress about my job, I still buy clothes every week and now my new obsession instead of Orkut is Facebook - mainly because I don't understand how to use it!! Remind me at some time to complain about how Facebook is not fun since orkut stalking is not possible!!
My fear in all of this: - other people move on......I seem to be stuck in my life. I love it here, it's fun but am I missing out on something else? Obviously other people see areas lacking which is how their life changes - am I blinded to the obvious? or maybe it's a 'latent' need which will attack me later. I've always been a let the mountain come to Muhammad type. But at some level, it worries me that my equals from the year before are now multiplications/additions of who they used to be.
7 comments:
grrrrrh!!! UCM!!! yuck!!!!
You three look so happy - especially since I can barely see anyone.
Your life sounds extremely great. Please do not spoil by being all grown up
aaw sweetie i am sure you have had some additions....all of us sub consciously grow..sometimes we don't notice it...to put it in a very nerdy sorta way...1 year is too short term..the curve always smoothens and evens out in the long...P.S : if you having fun and enjoyin stay that way
@ brian: addition not in terms of personal growth - but like actually people like they got engaged or married or had kids!! I think I would have noticed if I had those additions!!
will say again...it all smoothens out in the long run...am sure you will get those things in life..some get it sooner some later..does not in anyways lessen the joy associated with them...and yeah..more the wait ...better the rewards :-p..have always felt that..neways enought fundas from me for now..
@brian: Is this part of AFC??
shit you guessed :-p
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